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15; A Loner Longing for...

Tue Jan 20, 2009, 11:48 AM

_{...the cadence of her last breath.}

_{So, basically...a lot has been going on. I don't really want to talk about it, but long story short...I'm really struggling with everyday life. School, home life, social life, horseback riding...everything. *sigh* I just want to get away from it all. I just want a break. I think I should take a year off. In fact, I think I will. When I graduate from high school, instead of going right off to college, I'll take a year off so I can just relax. I really need a break from all this bullshit.

I am incredibly tired right now, as well, and I am in school. I only have about 25 minutes left, but then I have detention for another 45 minutes. Gah, I really fucked up this time. Why can't I just be good? Why do I have to defy everyone? It sounds easy to fix...but it's really not. =/ Oh well. I think I am going to take a nap or something. Thank you all for the support. I luff yoos. <3<3<3}

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: Whoever Brings the Night by Nightwish.
Reading: The Return of the Native.
Watching: Mrs. Cleveland type away.
Eating: Nerds.
Drinking: Water.

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~absurdus Feb 9, 2009, 4:27:29 PM

Aww, I'm sorry, sounds shitty. I felt the same way in high school, it's all bullshit but college is a lot easier in some ways. People have more fuck-it in their systems and its like spending 24-7 with your friends. So, hang in there.

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~xXabsurdism

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